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토요일, 5월 21, 2005
A surprisingly empty Sat
I feel kinda empty suddenly. Its as if i entered a endless void and somehow the flicker of light in the distance moves further away from me even as i try so hard to inch towards it. Skies are dark, the house is devoid of animate objects, n i seem to be the only soul within miles of my heart now. I know im letting myself wallow in self pity, but i jus cun help it. I really dont want to feel this way either. But a failure like me has not much choices to make.

My first Saturday that im alone. In ages.

Have no recollection of how i used to spend Saturdays alone last time. Cos they seem so faraway to me right now. Maybe i shld try getting used to it. I shld be independent. My jie said she likes me cos i seem like an independent ger to her. But i guess i must have disappointed her this time round.

I have a sickening feeling that i wun be able to stand any more Saturdaes at home.

-Memories can be scary when they are all u have.-


또 울어버렸다.. @ 1:26 PM